It's amazing how much you can learn in such a short time... this past year has been so full. Yet so good. Its hard to say that because it doesn't usually feel very "good"... but I know it is. Why? Because I've felt far away from Jesus, far away from my family, far away from the closest of friends. But because of that, I've also felt so much stronger; so much closer to Jesus, so much closer to my family, and so much closer to (some) true friends. I've tried to "do it on my own" and found I need Jesus, I've tried to "give up" and realize too much is at stake to do that. I've learned I need to hand over the reigns to Someone more capable, yet still enjoy the ride. Seasons of life are so queer. I was talking to another younger girl at Church yesterday, and as she was talking about potty-training their youngest, it took me by surprise, but - I didn't completely understand anymore. I knew FULL well what she was talking...